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i hate that i can't help but like/love some things or people, knowing that it is not good for me to.
i hate feeling like my care for someone is not being reciprocated. 
i love that i have one good friend amongst half a dozen of let-downs. 
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the prime minister is an idiot for wanting to cut $400 million from medical research funding. Australia is one of the world leading countries in medical discovery, such as for vaccines and drugs. Research is expensive and in a country where we have resources available to aid researchers in helping man-kind, we need to take advantage of it. None of this comes free of cost. Medical research is so important that we cannot just take $400 million away from it!!! I have been so, so lucky to have Professors and Doctors as my lecturers and they have all been part of a research or clinical medical sector that has done so much for science. They are so smart and passionate about what they do that it is insensitive and ridiculous to cut funding for their discoveries that may even help the stupid PM one day as well. Grrr. Makes me so angry. I am going to sign the petition going around uni.
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it's in the water, it's in story, of where you came from. the sons and daughters, in all their glory, it's gonna shape them. and when they clash, they come together, and start a rising. just drink the water, where you came from.
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all these have been my thoughts for the past week and a bit! in between my stressings for my tests! i have an assignment due on monday that i have not start yet :S just had a test today, and have a prac to prepare for monday, along with anatomy test on tuesday and immunology test on wednesday. mmm i just want to crawl under a rock and wake up next thursday! i'm pretty sure that writing on this blog that no one may be reading is my way of procrastination!

furthermore, i am poor. i blame the availability of the debit card....and my lack of discipline.

nothing at all!

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

but i lie, because i have to catch up on all my uni work! poo! 

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About a month ago, i was stress free - unless it was thinking about what i wanted for breakfast. Now, four weeks later, I'm stuck with a stupid right-eye twitch due to lack of sleep and S T R E S S. ahhh. Not to mention GAMSAT next saturday! At least 8 hours of my life will be dedicated to the Melbourne Park function centre to sit an exam that will determine my life next year! no pressure there.

Also, cadaver dissection monday next week ahhh. gotta reduce the freaking out and then hit the books!

wouldn't it be great

if I could wake up tomorrow and it would be the day that i graduate from uni? yes it would. yes please!

noddy. nodding.